Today I took a shower

Updated: Jan 6, 2020

It’s been the first time I have washed my hair myself in months

I get overwhelmed and then go to the salon to have them deal because I can’t.

I took a shower today

because my friend was coming over

and something in me snapped.

I am nasty and I smell.

just shower.

I wish I could say I shower often

but my depression sticks to me like mold that I don’t bother to wash off

because I know it grows back quickly.

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