To your new girlfriend, I mean your fiance.
This might be weird but there are some things you should know.
Some things I bet he forgot to tell you.
Some things you should know before you are chained to a weight that might drag you down to the bluest part of the ocean.
1. He may seem sweet.
But really he is just wearing a mask. That will come off in pieces, to where you don’t recognize him.
And he will judge you for your friends.
Because in his world
alcohol is something you buy at it’s cheapest
And if your friends don’t party like his,
he will remind you
Over
And
Over.
Until you think you picked the wrong friends
and he is the only one left.
2. He may seem to care.
But really he just wants to fuck you.
He will mention his boner in public and make it seem like it is your problem.
That you need to take care of it
because you are his girlfriend
and in his eyes that is what you are there for.
3. He may be committed.
But really he is just scared of being alone.
To sit with his thoughts and accept that he may be blaming the world for his problems.
4. He may keep his promises.
But remember he promised me marriage.
Kids.
Forever.
5. He may love you.
But he has told that someone else.
And meant it.