Physical pain

I had a dream last night that I overcome the dentist.

I had to take two anxiety pills to get there but I did it.

When I woke up this morning I felt like the matrix had turn my life to slow.

I feel like maybe last night I did wake up and take two anxiety pills

because I am foggy in the mind.

I did nothing today but lay in bed and watch Jenna Marbles videos.

I’m hoping that my self care plan helps but

I am not hopeful.

I am in physical pain

feeling like a I am carrying a dumbbell on my back

that is draging in the sand.

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