Life Lessons

I heard someone say once, If you can do it when it's easy then you can't learn anything. This is a tough lesson to learn- I've been burned by the stove so many times, I have stopped cooking. I take the long way to the living room,

even if it means I have to pass photos of mostly dead relatives judging me. They want to know what I am doing with my life. I don't know. I'm just trying to survive. I told myself today I would take a shower and wash my hair. I am home alone for two weeks and no one will see me so what is the point. I stare in the mirror looking at my wet curly hair, dreading the process of styling and diffusing. I look into my eyes and say I am. I will see me. I am worth it. Over and over until I will myself into putting three different products into my hair and start diffusing. I heard someone say once, If you can do it when it's easy then you can't learn anything. This is a tough lesson to learn-