Crawling into bed around
4am.
Wanting to sleep but my body won’t allow me to.
It is the worst.
Being sleepy and not being able to sleep
Because your stomach is growling
Because you haven’t eaten in three days
Because Thanksgiving is coming you are being reminded
Over and over again
That he is gone forever.
And you can’t do a thing about it.
I can't remember the last time I slept naked. With warm sheets and soft blankets, wrapping me in a womb, while the fan blows in my face. I can't remember the last time I slept naked. With him holding
Open for you to boost the same thing. It's okay to be honest with me. I need you to get me, and see if I can find a way to get you.
Diesel gas exists. If the nozzle is a large plate that doesn’t fit in the dishwasher, move pumps. Don’t smoke, it’s not worth it. Put your green crystal pendant somewhere safe. Pick up the phone and a
