Sometimes I wonder what would happen if I died.
Not in a depressing way,
just I wonder how my friends and family would change.
My mom would fall apart.
We are linked like chains
and more like best friends than mother and daughter.
I am thankful for her
and we continue to grow our relationship.
My siblings would drift away like sailboats on the ocean.
I have always felt like the glue between my parents and my siblings.
True or not.
That is my personality.
I try to be friends with everyone
I try to make everyone happy,
regardless of how I’m feeling
because I know what it’s like to be in the dark.