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Healing with Unconditional Love

You were like a breath of fresh air

When you came into my life

I was just starting High School

New school

New rules

New people

New me

Or something.

We got to know each other with the hour allotted by the school board

And

You

Helped

Me

Get

Through.

At my darkest times

Hiding from the world in the bathroom

You

Were

There.

(you always are).

Leaving for college was the toughest thing I had to do

Because I knew you would not understand

But our bond is Unbreakable.

When I would come home you would go through three phases:

1: Confusion

Confusion from the fact that you did not remember me.

You would not let me near you

Or touch you.

That was the worst

Lasting one day.

2: Anger

Anger from me leaving you.

Anger from me not being able to take you with me.

Anger from lack of attention.

Lasting five days.

3: Love

Love.

Finally understanding that I love you

And you love me.

Knowing who I am.

Missing me from leaving you.

But

By that time

I needed to leave

and the cycle would continue.

Until

I took you with me to my new apartment

You made new friends

New memories

And never continued the cycle again.

You are my kindred spirit

You know me better than I know myself

And

That is amazing

I just hope someday

That I find that in a

Human.

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