For Arianna
Today I am 17.
Born late so I’m the last of my friends to change out of the sweetness.
They all have cars but I’m still crawling.
Trying to run through the sludge but my legs get stuck like molasses.
And I think it’s normal to have thoughts of death.
That it’s a right of passage
when in reality
I haven’t named my illness
And I won’t for several years.
But today is my birthday
so will be happy
even if I have to carve the smile into my cheeks.
I can't remember the last time I slept naked. With warm sheets and soft blankets, wrapping me in a womb, while the fan blows in my face. I can't remember the last time I slept naked. With him holding
Open for you to boost the same thing. It's okay to be honest with me. I need you to get me, and see if I can find a way to get you.
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