chaoticallysmallpoetryJul 13, 20201 minFlamesThe flame dances toward the wind, easily persuaded to one side or the other. Not growing or arguing, staying consistent until it goes out.
chaoticallysmallpoetryJul 10, 20201 minFlyI don't want to be a spectator, standing on the sidelines, never participating. It's my life. I want to be active. I want to grow, step...
chaoticallysmallpoetryJul 8, 20201 minEmotions nothing coming to mind, face blank to the world. not knowing what to say next.
chaoticallysmallpoetryJul 3, 20201 minSo long. I am no longer the person I was ten years ago, letting friends and enemies walk over me, treating me like I wasn't worth anything....
chaoticallysmallpoetryJul 1, 20201 minPretendingWhy fake it when we can just not speak. We don't talk normally. I don't know why you want to pretend to the world, that we are cool, when...
chaoticallysmallpoetryJun 29, 20201 minNormalI was raised to be myself. The walls dripped with support, to grow up in a house where laughter echoed through shaking the foundation. I...
chaoticallysmallpoetryJun 26, 20201 minWhite GardeniaThe memories I've created here, of my family growing into the people we are today. Meeting my brother-in-law for the first time, in the...
chaoticallysmallpoetryJun 24, 20201 minI am meI am a triangle with two even sides and one odd one I am a private jet with beds and a pool with a full bar I am a 7-layer dip with...
chaoticallysmallpoetryJun 22, 20201 minTraumaI always let the thoughts culminate, holding me back to lesser version of myself. The chains I have placed on my brain, from years of...
chaoticallysmallpoetryJun 19, 20201 minWrongWords are hard, when I don't know what I'm trying to say. Nothing feels right. It all feels wrong, like a square in a round peg.
chaoticallysmallpoetryJun 17, 20201 minTransformationI am transported to the time when I was less-than. All I did was watch television and do drugs. I was a shell of myself, holding on to...
chaoticallysmallpoetryJun 15, 20201 minI am not brokenI am not broken. When the trees move, with the wind, waiting for the storm brewing in my head. Knowing that I am not broken. The trees...
chaoticallysmallpoetryJun 12, 20201 minKitchen Table The walls of my childhood are plastered with flower wallpaper. Pink and blue flowers that look like watercolor. I sit in the kitchen,...
chaoticallysmallpoetryJun 10, 20201 minEarthLooking out the kitchen window seeing a jungle of green. Accepting life goes on after me, and my soul is eternal.
chaoticallysmallpoetryJun 8, 20201 minJust friends.I am tethered to you, just when I think I have moved on, you slide into my DMs. We are just friends. But just friends, don't stay up all...
chaoticallysmallpoetryJun 3, 20201 minKeep fightingI'm driving 80mph and my brakes don't work. I want to scream but all I do is cry. Holding my breath, trying to regulate, to calm down. I...
chaoticallysmallpoetryMay 27, 20201 minPuppy loveKnow, that if you are still here I miss you. The way you made me feel, a school girl with puppy love in my eyes.
chaoticallysmallpoetryMay 22, 20201 minPurpose Over bearing need to succeeded, coming down like hail storms in the summer. To belong to something. My cup to be filled, overflowing...
chaoticallysmallpoetryMay 20, 20201 minFather and DadThere is a difference between, a father and a dad. Fathers are knives, sharping with every rule misused, they will cut. Dads are sporks,...
chaoticallysmallpoetryMay 18, 20201 minTeenagersSweet rain flows from the stream reminding me of summer camp. Teenagers sneaking out to make out by the lake and a boy who shaved his...