chaoticallysmallpoetrySep 16, 20201 minAt peaceHearing the soft rain hit the cement, and the wind chimes dance in the wind. The pool of water forming on the black table I go on...
chaoticallysmallpoetrySep 14, 20201 minSniperI am learning— to deal with the grief. It attacks me from behind a sniper not playing by the rules. Me, going through my life—happy....
chaoticallysmallpoetrySep 11, 20201 minProgressThe wind is on my face, opening my body to change. Wanting to win first prize instead of participation. I am tired of doing the same...
chaoticallysmallpoetrySep 9, 20201 minForgive MeIt's overcoming me. Filling my lungs with salty sea water, drying out my soft skin like a starfish on the beach. Weight is tied to my...
chaoticallysmallpoetryAug 26, 20201 minCabinetsI keep waiting for the weather to change, from warm summer nights to cold winter days. The way to cold wraps me in its blanket, warming...
chaoticallysmallpoetryAug 24, 20201 minWholeI'm being trapped by myself. covering my body in flaws, hoping to one day accept myself as a whole.
chaoticallysmallpoetryAug 19, 20201 minButterfliesSometimes curiosity creeps on me, covering my brain like a blanket. Exposing me to new things, because it's never too late to learn...
chaoticallysmallpoetryAug 17, 20201 minThank youeverything good has to come to an end, making way for a new chapter. It's bittersweet to accept the changes of growth, watching someone...
chaoticallysmallpoetryAug 14, 20201 minIce waterThe icy water enters my body—dripping down my throat jump starting my heart to beat faster. The sleepy blood cells running like a...
chaoticallysmallpoetryAug 12, 20201 minOceansthe value I have is not based on the bad mouthing ex. I am the ocean- mysterious. Only 10 percent of me has been discovered.
chaoticallysmallpoetryAug 10, 20201 minSerotoninIt's rare, that my brain works right. Stalling mid-thought. over analyzing what that person said to me in third grade. the hours tick by...
chaoticallysmallpoetryAug 5, 20201 minWhat time is it?Staying up in to the dark hours and sleeping until I am not tired. Opening my eyes to see an animal cuddling next to me, I want to stay...
chaoticallysmallpoetryAug 3, 20201 minMove onI am reinforcing the dilemma of wanting too much. Reaching out to find the best of the best, not being satisfied with what I've got....
chaoticallysmallpoetryJul 31, 20201 minZoneI'm trying to not to get stuck in it. I'm fighting it with all my might. It's comfortable, familiar. I can't change anything without...
chaoticallysmallpoetryJul 27, 20201 minWallsThe walls I face are 10 feet tall. I can't climb them alone. Overwhelmed by stress of the day, but when I come home, there you are to...
chaoticallysmallpoetryJul 24, 20201 minUnfamiliarStretching the mind to reach new limits, grasping a new reality. Opening the body to a sense of accomplishment, overwhelming the self to...
chaoticallysmallpoetryJul 22, 20201 min2017The way things age in my mind, makes me think, things were better than they were. You made me laugh and my mind convincing me, I was in...
chaoticallysmallpoetryJul 20, 20201 minDancing AloneCrank up the music, it flows through my body and I can't control myself, moving my shoulders first, then by my legs. I am dancing alone,...
chaoticallysmallpoetryJul 17, 20201 minMilesBirds chirping in the morning hours, filling my body with positivity to get up and run. The cold wood floor electrocuting my muscles,...
chaoticallysmallpoetryJul 15, 20201 minWriter's BlockI am just staring at the blank page nothing coming to my mind. Thoughts are absent just like my body; disconnected from the world.