I can't remember the last time I slept naked.
I can't remember the last time I slept naked. With warm sheets and soft blankets, wrapping me in a womb, while the fan blows in my face....
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chaoticallysmallpoetry
- May 17, 2021
- 1 min
an announcement
Hello everyone! As some of you may or may not have noticed, I have changed my writing schedule around since creating this blog trying to...
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chaoticallysmallpoetry
- May 5, 2021
- 1 min
Effort
Open for you to boost the same thing. It's okay to be honest with me. I need you to get me, and see if I can find a way to get you.
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chaoticallysmallpoetry
- Apr 28, 2021
- 1 min
A Second Look
Diesel gas exists. If the nozzle is a large plate that doesn’t fit in the dishwasher, move pumps. Don’t smoke, it’s not worth it. Put...
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chaoticallysmallpoetry
- Apr 21, 2021
- 1 min
Get better, but don't mess up.
The opponent is on the other end of the room, staring at me, waiting for me to fuck up, so they can substitute me out, for a worker that...
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chaoticallysmallpoetry
- Apr 15, 2021
- 1 min
the first time I ever tried bittersweet chocolate.
I was soulmates with chocolate. Eating the rich dark brown sweet until my stomach became angry with me. One afternoon my father was...
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chaoticallysmallpoetry
- Apr 12, 2021
- 1 min
Mind Games
The brave girl I once was has faded away with ostracizing girls— painful words that stick to my mind like kudzu, brainwashing me into...
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chaoticallysmallpoetry
- Apr 7, 2021
- 1 min
Laugh
It's been so long since I've laughed, I have forgotten how. My cat is a toddler playing with his toy learning how his body works. I laugh...
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chaoticallysmallpoetry
- Mar 31, 2021
- 1 min
Swamp
The nights haunt me. Every other night is a horror movie, with me trying to be the final girl to survive in the end. I wouldn't call them...
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chaoticallysmallpoetry
- Mar 24, 2021
- 1 min
Anger
Anger is a UFO in my personality that, it flies into my mind like an extraterrestrial abducting the smile that brings people joy.
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chaoticallysmallpoetry
- Mar 17, 2021
- 1 min
ode to my depression
Thank you for making me doubt myself. For giving me the taste of being happy and then ripping the rug out from under me. Making me...
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chaoticallysmallpoetry
- Mar 10, 2021
- 1 min
Professional
Wear nice clothes. Look confident. Be prepared. There is a whole section in the fashion industry committed to work professional. The...
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chaoticallysmallpoetry
- Mar 3, 2021
- 1 min
Luggage.
I am an oversized carry-on. Battling to fit in the overhead compartment. To cut out something from my carry-on, would just transfer it to...
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chaoticallysmallpoetry
- Feb 24, 2021
- 1 min
Mania
Thoughts driving around the left turns of the race track, skidding, screeching, screaming. Searching for an exit, missing the turn...
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chaoticallysmallpoetry
- Jan 27, 2021
- 1 min
Life Lessons
I heard someone say once, If you can do it when it's easy then you can't learn anything. This is a tough lesson to learn- I've been...
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chaoticallysmallpoetry
- Jan 20, 2021
- 1 min
Labyrinth
When future knocks on my door, emphasizing the growth I have taken the staircase that never stop going. Forever growing and in either...
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chaoticallysmallpoetry
- Jan 13, 2021
- 1 min
Beautiful.
the clouds moving across the pale blue sky, dripping rain down on my patio. My cats sleeping next to each other, butt to butt, when about...
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chaoticallysmallpoetry
- Jan 6, 2021
- 1 min
Cold Rush
Time to increase down the aisle. Opening up to something else that I can't see, to feel the assault of love slap me in the face.
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chaoticallysmallpoetry
- Dec 30, 2020
- 1 min
Madness
Expressions formed on my flesh leaving being bruised marks, carried out of my sight. Sly smiles creep up my legs causing a handicap,...
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chaoticallysmallpoetry
- Dec 23, 2020
- 1 min
double edged knife
Knives circulating through the room, waiting to stab me in the chest. The way they look at me— ambiguous in their meaning, like a double...
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