chaoticallysmallpoetryAug 6, 20211 minI can't remember the last time I slept naked.I can't remember the last time I slept naked. With warm sheets and soft blankets, wrapping me in a womb, while the fan blows in my face....
chaoticallysmallpoetryMay 17, 20211 minan announcementHello everyone! As some of you may or may not have noticed, I have changed my writing schedule around since creating this blog trying to...
chaoticallysmallpoetryMay 5, 20211 minEffortOpen for you to boost the same thing. It's okay to be honest with me. I need you to get me, and see if I can find a way to get you.
chaoticallysmallpoetryApr 28, 20211 minA Second LookDiesel gas exists. If the nozzle is a large plate that doesn’t fit in the dishwasher, move pumps. Don’t smoke, it’s not worth it. Put...
chaoticallysmallpoetryApr 21, 20211 minGet better, but don't mess up.The opponent is on the other end of the room, staring at me, waiting for me to fuck up, so they can substitute me out, for a worker that...
chaoticallysmallpoetryApr 15, 20211 minthe first time I ever tried bittersweet chocolate.I was soulmates with chocolate. Eating the rich dark brown sweet until my stomach became angry with me. One afternoon my father was...
chaoticallysmallpoetryApr 12, 20211 minMind GamesThe brave girl I once was has faded away with ostracizing girls— painful words that stick to my mind like kudzu, brainwashing me into...
chaoticallysmallpoetryApr 7, 20211 minLaughIt's been so long since I've laughed, I have forgotten how. My cat is a toddler playing with his toy learning how his body works. I laugh...
chaoticallysmallpoetryMar 31, 20211 minSwampThe nights haunt me. Every other night is a horror movie, with me trying to be the final girl to survive in the end. I wouldn't call them...
chaoticallysmallpoetryMar 24, 20211 minAngerAnger is a UFO in my personality that, it flies into my mind like an extraterrestrial abducting the smile that brings people joy.
chaoticallysmallpoetryMar 17, 20211 minode to my depressionThank you for making me doubt myself. For giving me the taste of being happy and then ripping the rug out from under me. Making me...
chaoticallysmallpoetryMar 10, 20211 minProfessionalWear nice clothes. Look confident. Be prepared. There is a whole section in the fashion industry committed to work professional. The...
chaoticallysmallpoetryMar 3, 20211 minLuggage.I am an oversized carry-on. Battling to fit in the overhead compartment. To cut out something from my carry-on, would just transfer it to...
chaoticallysmallpoetryFeb 24, 20211 minManiaThoughts driving around the left turns of the race track, skidding, screeching, screaming. Searching for an exit, missing the turn...
chaoticallysmallpoetryJan 27, 20211 minLife LessonsI heard someone say once, If you can do it when it's easy then you can't learn anything. This is a tough lesson to learn- I've been...
chaoticallysmallpoetryJan 20, 20211 minLabyrinthWhen future knocks on my door, emphasizing the growth I have taken the staircase that never stop going. Forever growing and in either...
chaoticallysmallpoetryJan 13, 20211 minBeautiful.the clouds moving across the pale blue sky, dripping rain down on my patio. My cats sleeping next to each other, butt to butt, when about...
chaoticallysmallpoetryJan 6, 20211 minCold RushTime to increase down the aisle. Opening up to something else that I can't see, to feel the assault of love slap me in the face.
chaoticallysmallpoetryDec 30, 20201 minMadnessExpressions formed on my flesh leaving being bruised marks, carried out of my sight. Sly smiles creep up my legs causing a handicap,...
chaoticallysmallpoetryDec 23, 20201 mindouble edged knifeKnives circulating through the room, waiting to stab me in the chest. The way they look at me— ambiguous in their meaning, like a double...